I’m a Demon

Don’t know what I’m doing here, not about that rhyme shit. Just here standing on the edge of oblivion, checking my soul lost in the stars. I’m upside down, drowning in seas of depression but I don’t let this bother me. I’ve got a heart of gold I say it proudly, I’ll scream it loudly. Now here you are reading my words and thinking “wow this girl must be under a curse” but this isn’t the truth this isn’t right. My life the knot of the snakes belly after eating a rat. I’m a balloon let go by a lonely boy. I dream, I smoke the plant that deletes history. I’m an up and I’m a down but you’ll never see me fucking around. This is revolutionary, this is the truth. If you don’t like it well, fuck you. I’m not gonna conform, I’m not a dog on a leash. My inner monster has just been released. I found myself, I found a penny lost in France. Like ballerinas and their delicate dance, on my grave theirs a losers name. A box ends up concealing a legend. A rat trap, a persons neck snapped. Tell me one thing, if I offer you that lemon they say life offers would you bite into it or throw it away. That’s all I really got to say. I can’t help you, I cannot heal time. You can’t hold a fish out of water and tell it to run. This is nonsense, this is gibberish. Read, that’s what I need. Hear me out. Hear a ant who found a picnic. My chest hurts, my heart is inflamed. I love you and it’s driving me insane. The feelings of a dinosaur the minute before the end. I’ll tell you now I’ll tell you here, you don’t need to please any fucking person on this earth. You need to own it, dedicate, make your name something most commonly known. The word of God but this isn’t the same. Come along with me down to the strawberry patch, bite into madness; don’t let that shit bring sadness. You must stay, I must go. As my last words, I’m an angel disguised as a demon, look into my eyes. Inside my pure eyes; Lucifer, well you’ll see him.