I've been sleeping n so seems my soul

#purity of the unborn baby to the new born...

With me it feels like all I do is sleep
Frm me being a human to me being a super natural being
All I do is sleep...
That's coz I choze to sleep...

The matter of a fact is not in science
Explainations, hypothesis, lab tests and all the theories involved
The ansa resides within me...

I'm an African child more like an invisible speck of dust thru a microscope that really needs magnification to be recognised...
I am or need I say, I was that boasting pride that I emitted :)
I was that "no you can't tell me nothing when it came to my abilities of being enclined with my natural roots which I was nva afraid to eat raw as long as I was provided healing coz I knew that was my source of survival" :)
I was that nation that had no fear of walking naked on the streets as a gal child coz I neva knew what was rape instead I did know about force marriedges to some part of my residings... :(

:) all that seem to have faded, I guess I did eat the forbidden fruit which opened my mind and brought me to the realisation of my nakedness which was neva a dillema to my existance :(
All I feel is shame, disaster, toture of my own stupidity ot realising the way of life which used to be passed down thru generations n generations of my kind tru the painting and tails which were told to me as a gal and a boy child, told by my granny and grandpa

I seem to have fallen asleep n der is no hope in awakening:(
I've been slepping and so seems my soul have weakened
I've lost contact with all of me and my surrounding...