"Being yours, if only I could"

kiss the stars
my love for you lies between
the ones that never fade away
we don't exist in the ways I want us to
but my heart melts with you
so for the sake of it stay
don't move don't breathe, don't do anything
you don't have to love me
if your heart doesn't belong
I am yours irrevocably
but ill give up the insanity
if your soul sings a different song
if we can't keep this moment
I know you are not mine and never were
in my mind I owned every heartbeat
knowing it all belonged to her
sometimes I wish I had met you first
my love knows of selfishness
and yearns to love you selflessly
id rather live the lie than say goodbye
to who I prayed this time I could keep
I kiss the stars
hoping our love lies between
the ones that never fade
we may never have tomorrow
but my heart dies within every minute
I spend loving you this way
for the sake of us
falling into emptiness through lust
I won't ask you to stay
instead ill live in between the stars
existing where its okay to fall
to love without losing myself
and be in love with no one else
and still survive it all
you don't have to love me
if your heart doesn't belong
I am yours irrevocably
but ill give up this insanity
if your soul sings a different song
please tell me that I'm wrong.