This Life I Live

Sometimes I wonder...
Why do I exist?
But this life I live...
I can not resist.

At times...
I am content.
But this life I live...
I resent.

At times...
I get mad.
But this life I live...
I must have.

At times...
I am depressed.
But this life I live...
I will repress.

At times...
I feel hate.
But this life I live...
I am made to take.

At times...
I am lonely.
But this life I live...
Is my only.
-Krystal Harrell Davis 1/30/98