Poem -

Mine slovenly unkempt appearance spelled embarrassment...,

hence I no longer wanted
to draw attention to myself
unnecessarily donning the guise
as a long haired pencil necked geekish nerd.

No rhyme nor reason why
yours truly recalled how
me late mother
(earlier in her fitbit livingsocial years)
non verbally communicated disgust
(insync with audible sigh)
quite often ultimatums
blasting fulminating nauseating
scathing well nigh
she loosed loathing against
grungy looking son (guess who)

futilely escaped wrath of Harriet Khan,
whose opprobrious verbal brickbats
sole male heir of mommy dearest
contact with her I sought to defy
clamoring upon rooftop high
offering birds eye view
out of earshot and eyesight aye
catching sunbeams while smiling wry
cowardly lion sought divine intervention
courtesy sheltering sky
acres of shingles I sprawled
these lovely bones did lie
property of garden variety generic guy.

She who helped beget and birth
sole heir inheriting
gamut of behavioral quirks
linkedin with many predecessors,
who trod, slunk, roamed...
across planet Earth.

Best bet said present day scribe i.e.
poetic, nonesstablishmentarian, liberal,
jesting, humble, freelance, dilatory bummer
whose hindsight evinced a student dumber
than his classmates wheedled
(as targeted scapegoat)
by bullies their flummer
re: entrapped - worse louse than lice
internalized trauma
left figurative tread marks
analogous to raging road runner
pressing accelerator pedal of hummer
driven by (an actual person)
one Roger Kummerer,
who though tuckered marshalled fortitude
and marched to the beat
of a different drummer
analogous to a Mummer.

Despite agonizing vicious tongue lashing
against flesh and blood,
which venomous invisible whiplash
never petered out
(even when sundry bloke
got married and gladly left home)
abusive treatment markedly
left appalling, loathing and percolating
ambivalence if though mama passed away
(these last seventeen plus years) wrung
cash crop of poetic endeavors,
albeit resultant lackluster
literary crafted aspirations.

Memory of mom overshadowed
by similar facsimile thereof
think shrieking banshee,
an indelible psychological imprimatur,
I strive to acknowledge
emotional reverberations to date
(revised September 28th, 2024).

My trademark wordsmith fashioned communiqué
impossible mission to shake off bittersweet feelings
toward once (former) Arthur Murray dance instructor,
which fancy footwork synchronized with favorite
debonair handsome young fella (papa)
both flirts buoyant with elan and energy
only thru death will angst become free
interestingly enough hands will clap with glee.
 

Like 0 Pin it 0
Support CosmoFunnel.com

Support CosmoFunnel.com

You can help support the upkeep of CosmoFunnel.com via PayPal.

Log in to leave a comment.
Poem -

Malfeasance of my money

Malfeasance of my money

which perpetrators most likely find quite funny

Super bastards and sons of bitches wantonly deceive...

Poem -

Expression of an Impressionist

Expression of an Impressionist

"Extra! Extra! Read all about it!"

The alarming trend of renegade
souper spoons ladling out...

Poem -

Affectations trailed with...

suffuses me with giddiness

Affectations trailed with pet appellations, particularly endearments

Even though veritable hypothetical unknown females
courtesy Facebook Messenger
frequently...

Latest poems in Drama, Parody, Speculative

Poem -

WHO'S RHETORIC DOES...

WHO'S RHETORIC DOES THIS BELONG TOO?

Words we have heard before?

Do you remember who said it?

Maybe, I should ask...

How...

Poem -

RATED E

RATED E

They called the FBI...

Let him Cook they said...

Do they need Wood?

A Frying Pan...

Poem -

living matter

living matter

this we know:
we are living matter
matter that evolves
adapts, reproduces
we...

Advertise on CosmoFunnel.com