My Reflection

I look in the mirror
I see my face
I'm just a person
Taking up space
I dislike my ears
I dislike my nose
I'm so insecure
My secret's exposed
My hair's too flat
I've gained some weight
I see my reflection
I see someone I hate
I look in the mirror
I look past my shell
There's a woman inside
With a story to tell
I see depression
I see dismay
I long for tomorrow
While I hide from today
I hate that I'm scared
I hate that I'm confused
I've been taken for granted
Misunderstood and abused
I'm overly shy
I'm soft spoken
I see my reflection
I see someone who's broken
I look in the mirror
I look with my soul
There's a girl looking back
She's losing control
I see anger
I see pain
I'm struggling inside
Fighting to stay sane
I loathe my addictions
I loathe the search for a high
I can't escape my life
No matter what I try
I keep things bottled up
Always putting myself last
I see my reflection
I see someone trapped by the past
I'm my harshest critic
I know there's good in me
Yet I look in the mirror
And imperfection is all I see

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Comments
great write krystal .a very sad poem but shows the thoughts of a mind in turmoil  of their body shape and features .  tina x
great though sad write x
Thank you Tina & Susan! I guess because it's about myself, I never thought of it as being sad. At the time, it was my reality. I always write exactly how I'm feeling. It's my therapy. I enjoyed writing it & I'm glad you enjoyed reading it.