PAIN,BLOOD,SUICIDE
My life's so miserable
My whole life is not worth living
Everyday i live in fear
Everyday i come home from school hoping
Hoping and praying for a better day than yesterday
Lat night he came home drunk again
And she has gone back to drugs
None knows what i go through
They judge me but we've never ran the same race
So they don't know i'm going through
They've never felt my pain
I love them but they want me dead
Everyday they remind me of what i curse i am
They say i shouldn't have been born
Everyday i pray to my lord
Praying that today i'll not be renamed "beaten"
He would beat me with that red belt
He would swear at me while "naming" me
My tears i felt hot as they stormed down my face
He would lock me in my dark and dead room
I would go for weeks with out food
I would miss school
Then one day i decided
I was tiredΒ
I was scared
I was lonely
I took that nifeΒ Β
I had no choice but to do it
That night i stabbed myself may a times
I took my...
AngerΒ
Pain
Blood
My fear had made true that night
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Comments
Β this is a truly good write, you can feel the pain and frustration in it, a few typos but otherwise it's really good. abuse affects the mind body and soul,i would know how we overcome it is based on weather we let them break our spirit.