Shared Love

"My mother didn't want me"... you look at me a sigh

 I catch a glimpse of pain rush in

 as tears fill up your eyes.

I'm staring at your face fighting for the words I need to say. I need to know theses words right now

 to put your pain away 

Something strange is happening somewhere in my mind 

 An angry ugly feeling is welling up inside

I'm angry at this lady who left her son behind
how could she go through life without him? Is he ever on her mind?!

I want to say she's selfish , she's awful and unfair but these words I know won't help you 

so I let my anger dissapear 

It's takes me just a moment to calm myself and see this little boy needs answers and he needs them now from me

The truth is I dont know why she walked away that day 

9years iv been here with you

9years she has stayed away.

I gatherer you into my arms being sure to hold you tight "It's not that she didn't want you it's just her timing wasn't right"

"You see there's so much to love about you
I think your mum could see she needed some extra help with that
and that help it came from me"