Slam the door

I hate the pain that you bring
The hateful words that you sing
Today I felt like I did before
Like I was muck on the floor
I couldn't slow my breathing
From sobbing my chest heaving
I felt so sick to my gut
Like I didn't control me but...

You don't get to make me feel
Like I don't deserve to heal
Like I could honestly die
From the amount that I cry
I refuse to do these feelings anymore
On you I slam the forever door