Was there ever a time?

Was there ever a time that worries ran free, blowing dandelion magic from my home to the sea.

When horses glided with clowns down the alley and straight through these towns.

Back in yesterday’s sadness, the worry and the never ending madness, I hit home runs, I fell in love basking in the youthful fun.

You still go on and so do I though you roam my thoughts partially, I’ll hold your memories till the day I die.

Was there ever a time that you truly felt guilt free and you danced through the nights simply to be.

I feel the changes that shift my feelings, I feel it now more than ever and it only grows stronger by the day.

I feel it in my friends that drift like crumbling leaves, I feel it in the music that sparks a pain in my heart, I feel it in my ever changing thoughts and in the harmony of my way.

So tell me was there ever a time that I didn’t feel everything so deep, when happiness flowed with the beauty that I never attempted to keep.

Was there ever a time that I was truly grazing the brim of happiness?