When Dreams are just Dreams

I told you I loved you but you faded with the wind that blows
Not trusting you broke my heart in so many ways
Each time I held you it was not me you were thinking of
Call me illucent or should I call you the one that shines through
Who is right who is wrong hold me crush my heart one more time
And let my heartbeat in a time capsule that will never be found
For you really meant something real and I am feeling pain
For my misconception has me a fool and as illucent as I am
I will die for you and kill for you in hell I will bed in fires desire in the presence of the unknown
Call me illucent as the blinding light while dreams are just dreams
Maybe they never come true