JUST LEAVE

You hurt me in so many ways 
i cried over you for not only days 
but months 
it's now turned into years
you see i can't tell you how i feel 
you make me feel so bad 
you make my anger build up inside 
that's why i feel sad
i try to talk to you 
but you never seem to listen to the truth
you tell me i'm to young to understand 
tell me i will never know
all i want to figure out 
is why did you have to go?
i'm your child and i want peace 
i want to feel happy 
with a sense of relief

but it's hard to move on in life 
when you don't know where you belong
sometimes i tell myself 
i don't need you 
but then i realise i do 
who knew that i'd still care 
you left me i was only a kid
all the pain and heartache i hid from you
do you have any idea 
what that did to me?
I'm done with trying 
I'm fed up lying awake at night 
thinking of how things could be 
so mum please tell me 
how am i going to be alright?
Maybe some people don't get their happy ever after 
And that's okay... But i pray that this pain i'm feeling 
will one day go away.

 sincerely your daughter