YOUR DECISION

What’s the point 
My own mother left me for drugs 
A quick drag of a joint 
Does it get better as time goes by 
The answer to that is no 
You just question why 
Why did my own mother not love me 
Why is my heart trapped and not free
Now there’s a scar on my heart 
From the time my own mother 
Completely tore me apart 
Each day that passed 
A new tear ran down my face 
I feel nothing but anger 
Nothing but hate 
You try to come back but it’s too late 
Mum, we never build sandcastles 
On the beach 
You make me feel so weak 
Every time we’d speak 
It’d end in a fight 
And I’d be wondering where I went wrong
Every day and every night 
I stopped believing in fairy tails 
And happy ever after
I never changed the page in the book 
I stayed on the same chapter 
Anyone one day I’ll move on to chapter two
It doesn’t mean that I will ever forget 
The constant rejection I felt from you 
You left my mind numb 
You never truly deserved the title ‘mum’