Absence

I'm breaking now.
You're scolding,
Yelling!
You took my outlet.
My calming way...

Do not tell me if you killed yourself your bestfriends would not sit at your lunch table for 3 days staring...

Tunnel vision
​​​​Black confronts me
The bricks rumble​​​​​
Hot air against my face...

Its been years since we talked
Thats why I did`t pick up the phone
But every now and then...

Your ears are screaming
trying to say what they want to hear.
You fear
you`ve heard it...

To my babies I am sorry
i was always
In a hurry
Running to jobs
I had to do...

I look to my destiny every day,
A future discovered on a cold June morning,
An eternity ago...

Today I feel like
Vomiting
Like a hundred damn lies
Have been stuffed into my soul...

Make reality a figment of the mindful imagination...
I've died many times to help you remember your...

I feel like I'm in a box,
Four walls a top and bottom.
This box is like my home,
...

Tissue papers behind closed bathroom doors
Tear drops scattered on the floor
A life inside,...

I miss the way you sleep at night, the way you'd hold my body tight, the way you snore and twitched your...

It's only intention an true purpose, is to display what's beyond the surface.Lost romance in dier sorrow ,...

The art of intention
​​​​​​wise words I won't care too mention.
for never before have u cared...

I don't want to be her. I can't be the chains that make getting out of bed a battle. I don't want to become...

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My mind keeps playing tricks on me, over and over. I feel like the world stops spinning, I'm sinking under...