Addiction

loss of control
bouncing thoughts
only sleep can ease my mind

lack of sleep
...

It was before I awoke that I was alive, I wasn't thinking. I was just faded and day dreaming. Let me stress...

Smoking crack
Numb lips
Life is wack
I'm in a trip

Snorting pills
...

You could be driving your car, or in your armchair having a snooze

Partying with friends, popping...

A simple knock on the door
No reply
Suddenly I begin to wonder why
You lock yourself...

My little buddy is with me everywhere
Giving advice and guiding me at every turn
Are my...

When they passed out the common sense
There were all these beautiful men
Who were sick and...

Half not whole, mind and soul.
Lurching ever forward, stumbling, crawling.
Sensibility...

Eyes open, I can just about focus,

Acid bitter taste in my mouth.

Why did I do it again?...

Why do you try to hurt me so bad

It is really sad

I do everything i can

I guess...

I don't believe it starts as an end goal yet seems to keep being achieved ... for too many have succumbed...

I never asked you to fall at my feet ~ I understand the lack and it's need ~ this, unrequited diease ~ that...

"Struggling to Surrender"

Help me to surrender,
Giving you my all.
Struggling how to...

Happy happy, happy would be nice if I was,
but its just a feeling there is no meaning,
Its so...

Addiction, you have sent me reeling,
headlong over feet
I sneak around and lie for you,...

I started self prescribing
When i was twenty two
My health had taken a dive
And i...

"Excuse me sir, some change to spare?"

Ignored as if he was not there.

The sleeping bag,...