Agony

I wonder around, I'm silent
now, " is this me "
do you see today, ?
I wonder can you...

No jab no job, no Christmas for me.

No support from family.

Want nothing more to do with me...

Deep and deep as I go
The soul is all I see
Lying bare,
Nothing to hide, nothing to...

I can’t make you love me if you already love another

Well I can’t turn your cheek the other way...

Crawling thru creepy cobwebs climbing these old stairs

I purposely try not to ponder on my state...

. Run and hide you
won't be found,
hold your breath don't
make a sound,
. Hide...

I had my first of many Christmas dinners last night

My tummy felt like it was gonna burst! So, of...

She well and truly burnt those bridges from her bygone years

Through too many blood shed family...

Shame is a pain that's
carried for life,
the sudden hurtful
memories
leave you...

The piercing phalanx once drove it home!
Seemingly; long before the fall of Rome.
Once a...

I said Sorry last night as I cursed those starry skies
But I was reminiscing you with teardrops...

She was too tired to think
and too tired to play..as she lay wide awake at the dawning of the day...

I think I know what you are wanting as I look into your eyes

And the way that cheeky corner of...

Where do I go to as I lie alone in my bed ?

What are these melodramtic thoughts that fly around my...

I shiver and quiver like rolling rapid rivers

Meandering down mountainsides, mustering might it...

My black cat’s mood is turning mean

As she scratches on the floor like a wolverine

And her...

I held your hands and brushed your hair, as you sat staring in your chair

I talked and talked for...