Agony

People look at me
like I’m a puzzle to work out
like deep down there’s more

they look...

Living on borrowed time that the way I see it to
be
Although I'm retired
my struggles...

I was born my time
to live
My time to laugh my
time to cry
My girl I loved my...

Bit by bit our beautiful love
was taken away by the cruelty
of life, like the increasing of...

Do blame me"
no symphatie needed
for fingers already favor me.
The air without winds...

Since you have gone away
​​​​​​with no place I need to go and no place I need to be
Only to...

Unbeknownst tummy why, (around
about 2200 hours October 5th, 2018),
a slew of forgotten...

We're all flawless when we're in the sky-
the only ones who hurt are the ones left behind.
"...

Helen had a dream to one
day live in a bungalow out
In the countryside
We were...

There's always another day
at least that what I tried to
tell myself, a chance to tell your...

Her wings are tattered
Her hands bruised to an extent
Her beating heart shattered
Her...

I'm tormented by that last look.
They stole my heart with 5 gun shots.
Never to feel whole...

Helen my true love was
like a flower growing wild
In a wood the cruel
harsh of winter...

'Curse darned demon
of that thar
underworld nudged me abet
as a permanent solution...

Ice water pulsing though
your veins.

Heart made out of ice.

Nothing can get in and...

I've decided to kill myself.

I'm going to callously disregard my bodies most basic requirements,...