Agony

If love is being there
If love is support
If love is living because your love is alive...

At night we walked, street by street
You fear it, the unknown
Always needing control
...

Ninety-nine bottles of beer on the wall, ninety-nine bottles of beer;
Each represents one gut-...

I am holding
27 guns in my pocket
One for every victim
The bullet
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Veteran's Day 2017

I just learned (via email)
from a close paternal relative Pamela Noblitt...

So many days have passed
Many more tears I’ve shed
For a love that runs just a little to...

Say something because I fake it
Life is growing with you
Sorry but it's becoming overrated...

Alone she have wondered
Eternity she has faced alone
Not lost but missing direction
...

I wish that I could
Cut my skin
So that words could pour out
Like warm blood

...

Young and full of hope
Sparkly brown eyes
Accompanied by smiles
No worries or sorrows...

My destination in life used to seem so obvious
To which my good intentions became oblivious
...

With these eyes I've seen the pages of many lives unfold
As a love so strong grew into a hatred so...

the effects of nature versus nurture,
an age old enigma, as countless agent
provocateurs, one...

When you are writing
You are grasping and reaching
With every sinews of your mental faculty...

I push through the days with no hesitation. I don't bother looking behind me. I can hear the footsteps of...

I am addicted to hate,
A river of rough flooded in my veins,
Shot up with just enough to stir...

We think we have it so hard
But what do we know,
So many people suffering real woes
...