Agony

As I sit here conflicted without a plan to return
To what is mine what little I've earned
I...

One minute you are the living
Walking
Working
Running
Paying
Then you...

War
Has left me RAW
These burns
From my captors
On my legs
My soul...

Why does it all have to be so heavy?
Why is it constantly dragging me down
The ware and Tare...

death sweet death nothing left but a murmering mistress
As God as my whitness she has defiled my...

Just a boy with a gas can.
No one noticed as he walked with it in hand.
He was the girls best...

I scream, every night in my sleep.
I ripped my heart out and still expected it to beat.
I can...

Died everyday so that he could live,
Now my feelings died so I can love.

This portion of my history
Weighs most heavily with me
Changed as I am, something
Has...

Swimming in fear.
Is no longer a metaphor.
Well it isnt now.
But it was just before...

Reality Interrupted

Reaching out with a troubled heart.
Turmoil of mind, where to start?...

Is there anything
We can do
Brothers and
Sisters
To make this world
...

Just a few more tests the doctors say,
As we watch you fade away.
Just a few more tests, some...

Needles in my belly, Needles in my belly,
To keep me alive not dead,
Needles in my belly,...

Blank page blank page, so much possibility, fragile instability, but can hold as many words as I can fit,...

Who can help America
The enemy within, a fiend
This great land a deniar
When it comes...