Anguish

The cancer within me has all ready set.
The cancer within me Is attached to the very world around me...

No one told me that my mind was putty in your hands

I was malleable.

It didn't even hurt...

One who swings up and down,
Moods to hear as the sound,
I live with compulsions to tame,...

I have all this anguish, anger and pain all built up inside of my brain....
They will never go,...

Well y'all will come down
As the beat down trodden
Where you'll ache from my mistake
...

See imperfections?
Do you even care?
Why am I so worried?
These are clothes I wear....

Demonic beings all around,
Clutching the minds of many,
Telling their twisted lies,
...

Shrouded in Shadows
Regret veiling my soul
Dark and dusty is my heart
Ripped to shreds...

Closing my eyes to the pain,
Locking it up as with chains,
Not facing my wounds within,...

Sepia images of people long passed
War widows with cemetery eyes
Proud soldiers,terrified...

she once carried me inside her stomach, and called me her baby girl but what she did was out of this world...

Do you know
How much I care about you
Do you know when you’re hurting
How much it...

I’ve seen it all it’s deceit that’s torn my soul and all.

If your happy and other’s see then there...

Jumbled confusion of love run cold
You can’t unlearn what you used to know
Wounds reopened...

so much of my precious existence
found me rooted in mouth ajar
as sigh asper the dentin-...

The Devil’s Skin

Oh, how I long to thrill the throngs with poetic flights of fancy...