Anxiety

She could feel the world caving in
As she stood on the edge of the balcony
Waiting, for some...

There are days where I'm as happy as I can be,
then there's the days when I feel like I am falling...

Twisted thoughts come and go as I grow up and become what they call an adult with addiction beyond control...

Emptiness,
Darkness,
Anything to stop the nothingness!
Black void,
Endless...

I can’t help or stop what comes to mind I can only control my reaction to those thoughts. These thoughts...

I've been foxed & the fox was out on the prowl
​​​​​​the she wolves are looking for the thrill...

Trapped
Locked
Forbidden
Hated

Don't
you
dare
speak...

Reality breaks and reconstructs itself
The mind breaks the best it can
and rewires a new man...

key sliding
door shutting
lock twisting
step climbing
backpack slipping
...

I have finally been pushed to my limits
To the limits of no return I am not playing her games of...

Let’s talk about the cost of food you know you can barely buy a dozen of eggs for under four dollars...

Dear mom,
I was supposed to be a high school graduate,
I dropped out,
you expedition...

Given the nuclear weaponry arsenal today
August 6th, 2022, our collective ability
to lay...

My words are meaningless like my life
It's always been about the pain and about the strife
I...

the thoughts like white mice
scramble up and down tunnels,
frantically searching out nuggets...

If only you knew what goes on behind my door
The secrets are mine alone that's for sure
Sure...