Demons

Dear Anxiety,

Let me breathe.
Let me feel the air go to my lungs instead of choking me....

When will it end?
When control hovers over me like a stranger,
When I let my demons play...

My breath is shaking,
I can't stop grasping,
My chest burns up,
Hatred everlasting....

Demons...
They come and play for a while.
After all you can walk,
Straight through...

Don’t second guess don’t you ever look back
don’t make life altering decisions like they don’t make...

I moulded my world into what I had always desired.
Your appearance was the force behind real reform...

In words, written in quiet haste
Lay the secrets of my soul
The very question of what if...

Haunted fear surrounding the soul of the monster
Darkened desire fills the room with anger
...

The holding hands with the smallest of fingers
The shouting of the sweetest voices
The...

As the darkness sores upon my cold beating heart,
And the sudden feel of fear tears me apart,...

If I look through the same old window with the same old eyes
Will I see a fearless hungry wolf or...

Cut me
Scratch me
Fuck me
Catch me

Coop me up
Trap me in
Loop...

I’ve been battling my demons
Right now they're in the lead.
For months I've felt so empty...

Lying here with my running thoughts
Thinking of all the battles I've fought
Can't sleep off...

Can you see the mirror man watching, looking at you
He stares at you coldly with piercing dark eyes...