Depression

Rest your head on my shoulder
It has held a lot
not broken yet
so give it what you got...

For eight hours a day and for minimum pay, I sift through what you throw away,
Constantly working to...

Scale and depth of fall
Took me by surprise
Hole in the snow my foot never saw
Gone,...

As it slices through your skin,
And you start to see the blood,
All of the paon escapes...

Do you know what hell is?
Have you lived it everyday?
Endless pain and suffering
...

I dont understand why...
Why i feel this way,
This pain in my chest,
Why it wont go...

empty deep inside the soul
life with no meaning
black hole penetrating me
growing ever...

never warm
always freezing inside
sadness permeating the skin
palpable hate destroying...

screaming
laughing
whispering death in my ear
small
young
jet black hair...

A frail caress falls slowly

From her shaking fingers atop

The face on a picture’s image....

Take a look in the mirror, what do you see?
Assess yourself lately, are you happy?
I can see...

Why do I bring sorrow
I am not like you
The dirt thats beneath my feet
The stone cold...

She cuts her arms, as norm

And wears long sleeves once more

But I can't ask 'where from'...

Sunday after Thanksgiving
Such a happy season
Everyone thinking about Christmas
When...

To all those memories too painful to remember,
To the soft yet sharp touch of all the sugar coated...

It’s crippling, like a merciless cancer.

It forces a paralysing display within your mind, demanding...

I watch as I fall,
Slowly down I go,
Into a place of no return.
No longer the same...