Depression

I have a mask,

but its old now.

I have a mask,

that looks like it will soon break...

A decrepit scarecrow reminiscently stands,
Pensive of forsaken sweat, by a farmer's hands.
...

I'd never guess
That you never cared
That you'd leave me unforgotten. That you'd leave me...

Grey rain drops…

A foggy window…

A white window sill…

Is what haunts my lonely mind...

Disturbed / adjective

Interrupted, fitful, intermittent, broken, suffering or resulting from...

Soft is the rain, it gently falls upon soft fields of green

Like the tears that fall from the...

Like an abandoned ship drifting alone in the tide

With no sense of direction lost in the ocean of...

Tormented and tortured broken inside

As you crippled my emotions

With all your mental...

The days grow colder

Underneath the winter Sun

And with all my pain I come undone...

I am searching for something I may never find
But I'm stead fast on the trail
And my vision...

birds
light
air
morning
body rises
head thinks
spirit falls...

Blacken the eye with judgments curse

Nothing but perfection can be quantified

...

If I swung from a branch or I swung from a ceiling would you miss me then? Would know me then.

If I...

I'm standing in the rain
I gotta lot of words in my brain
Most of the time it's screaming at...

I know this is selfish

But I’m going to be honest

I’m going to fly the nest

Not...

When you’ve only been told

To be better, to be more,

How do you keep hold

Without...

The halls echo with laughter and happiness

The classrooms murmur with learning and understanding...