Despair

Life is so unfair all this beauty and not part of it me.

Headphones on listening to suffering,...

With tearful eyes, I look across
to the cover at your chair
but the emptiness over whelms me...

"How are you?"
Deep breath.
Smile. "I'm fine."

"What's wrong?"
He noticed....

I wrote a letter one time , it was personal from me .

It spoke about how I was cracked like glass...

Though my mind is broken
and broken it shall stay
i have not woken
from the last day...

My personal code is shadows over fists.

My primary mode is yearning to enlist.

Flexing the...

After another day in a dead- end job
I’m once again at the pub
Drowning my sorrows
(...

Loneliness is a sad number, your heart and mind shut down; your feelings start to slumber.

You...

I want to have fun, I want to laugh, I want to love, I want to smile
I want to have excitement and...

Everyday i died.
Everyday i doubted
Everyday i felt insane
Everyday i lived in fear...

All my skin and bones have wasted away. And as I search for I fix, all have lead me astray.
Limp on...

The storm is coming.
I can feel it on the edge of my mind.
The clouds of the other grow there...

Pull out all my ribs
So I can examine my insides
Leave the shards of glass
We can...

I’m a fraud.
A fraud just waiting for you to see, awaiting the pain of what will be when you see how...

I get the feeling I’m unwanted from almost every part of myself. I walk into a room and my own reflection...

I should drink myself to oblivion.
Or maybe I should just fall asleep.
I’m waiting for...