Escape

No dreams here.

I lie awake staring at the nothing.

There are no rules, reasons or rhymes...

I tried to write my sins away.
But they have stayed another day.
No freedom comes, though I...

And I looked at it
And it was Art
There really was who other way
To describe such a...

Precious the moments
when time just flows~
no dictating of movements~
when breaths...

Hidden by the curtains of her mind
To other people’s hopes she is blind
Scared of shadows in...

15 years old, alone and sad
he is your father but he is always mad.

You are scared of moving...

I was in a tawdry bar,
Or public house,
Being threatened,
For something I’d done....

Rain-sodden epitaphs
drip from my language
spilling onto silent pieces
places without...

How many times haven’t I died waking up?
My cup running over with emptiness
Waking up to a...

R ight hand and finger on the trigger
U nder pressure in this dark room so toxic
S weat...

Darkness embraces us
we all are guilty
for having a bad
consciousness

I...

Effortlessly floating
Ripple on ripple of fluorescent life
Holding breath
What is my...

The door here is opened...

Please come in and take a spot anywhere you would like...

Feel...

Chapter two
the one I scratched for you
when I could not stop pissing
You're...

In my youth
I often used
My passport
As a passage
To escape
Abandonment...

I went into the hotel at just after three
I beckoned the waiter and ordered afternoon tea
...

Constant thoughts inside my head,
The angel and the devil,
That perch on my already heavy...