Melancholy

The sadness of the moon
Reflects in the water,
Their story will be listened to,
Till...

Why do I look so wistfully from my window
Across the fields and hedges to the far away hills....

A little bird of sorrow
Landed on my shoulder
Her heaviness pressed upon me
Till I...

I feel raw .
I feel raw in the most legitimate sense of the word.
My body aches,
And...

I'm too deep for this world
I live on several planes
Each part of my body in a separate...

Jagged edges
Knives and swords
Carefully placed
On the inside
To ward off all...

I am small

I do not mean I am short

I mean

I am small

I am like a snowflake...

A wind so sweet with pungent memories

blows through my cobweb thoughts;

Takes root and...

Wishes of flesh,

wishes of soul.

Light of my life,

so dim and cold.

Ever...

In the shadows something evil lurks.

Just out of sight,

hidden from the light,

it...

No hearth

burning inside,

embers.

I saw

her old trembling body bending...

More show
the eternal battle grows
pink lipstick on the toilet stall
gray asphalt...

With Boistr’us voice I greet my youth,
And glimpse her sprightly smile.

The warmth, that...

So they've upped my medication

From 10 mg to 20 mg

It's the stuff that's supposed to make...

The sun, it sets
Dragging down pleasant memories
Stripping my mind to nothingness
...

I look you in the eyes once again
face to face my fevered friend
for sorrow calls on every...

If the sun doesn't shine

In my direction that's fine

If nothing but rain clouds surround me...