Mental

I found her, or rather
she found me
outside Nikolais café
bar and restaurant .....

Standing in the freezing rain
Staring off into the ground

Where a black yet red casket...

Today's Youth...

This is not to discourage anyone...

This is for awareness...

...

We were once so inebriated
That we exorcised my sister
Pressed a cross against her head...

There's a beautiful little girl i see.

There's a beautiful little girl i see
Who wants to...

Not one the same the print is always different
Some long some short some unknown
These hands...

Skittering and pitter-pattering
The insects have made me their home
In my brain, down my...

The narcissist still exists, internally he resides, amidst my heart, within my mind, the only difference...

Trapped
Locked
Forbidden
Hated

Don't
you
dare
speak...

Feeling too burntout
Just going though a fall out
Just wanna be in bed
Don't wanna go...

State of mind, who governors that? What party do they belong to? Lately it seems like a world is up there,...

It’s exhausting

The switching from happy
To sad
To happy
To sad

I...

I don't know if I told you
The reasons why I get this way
I could blame my past
I...

Subconscious winds
voicing opposite directions
Emotions temperature
heated to ice cold...

REWIND
to a time
Counter clock-wise
hands reversed
The past serves
...

There are a number of intricate possibilities
Invading my cranium
A moving vision of...

Who i was does not define me, Neither did the choices I'd make. I know that I have a dark past and...