Sanity

"Sitting calculating past sanity
Like pennies in a pond
Where the frog prince once leapt...

Sleep is a whore, she spends but a moment
bringing only superficial relief
The problem still...

I live on Lake Shore Drive, so from my window I can see the lake
Today it's raining hard, so, for...

I'm afraid to close my eye's,
For all that I see,
Is just another cold ,
fragmented...

On the moon I feel the presence of limousines
During the months of swollen logic
A velvet...

The mounting feeling of being trapped

it suffocates to no end

the feeling of being...

Inside the walls an endless tone, a sound like no other, vibrations of past decent, a cold echoing shutter...

2 months from now will be the first time I've been before a crowd since 2012...
Time to scramble...

Java saves
or so it seems
a cup of coffee
to escape your dreams
when tiredness...

Their is a monster inside us all,

it eats away at the soul,

try's to tear you apart,...

Just breathe..

In all the ways you make me cringe.
On my last hinge.
Patience wearing thin.
Revenge...

Love for God with all my Heart
Is where Love shall have it's start
There can be no love...

Sometimes I ponder on the past
Craving the darkness
Glorifying it
Missing the warm...

The screams here seem infinite
The sound that surpasses all others
Meanwhile I dream the day...

Rainy day - cloudy sky-,
Yet no tears fall - under heavenly eyes.
Holding breathe - for him...

I,m the owner of this lonely heart !

Whose.. Gonna start the bidding !?

Where.. Shall we...