Suffering

Define Happiness:
Has it always been there inside me or has it always been triggered
And do...

My mind
An ocean
And ive forgotten how
To swim
Forgotten?
Given up hope...

What if
This is the way
Its supposed to end
What if
I can't continue
...

One minute im up the next minute im down,
mixed emotions in my mind keep swirling around.
...

I remember
When all I had to protect myself from
Were the monsters
Under my bed...

~A Terrible Toll~

A clanging, banging, awful noise has stolen all my hopes— my joys.
Those...

The light through the window on their face's
Lighting up illness
In all different places...

I thought love was supose to stay
And be the light of day
You were supose to love me
...

Suicide
a term
At the tip of my tongue
As that last breath
Flees from your...

Listen to the flow
The waves of music to your ears
The further you move
The more you...

Across the depth,
Across this sanctuary,
my steps in kidnap, sink amongst the changing...

tear out the stolen soul
euthanized slow against the last fight of breath
display in cold...

Just a pinprick now on the horizon
I watch as you slowly come near.
Your head bowed as though...

Nobody saw her valiantly fighting
Bravely struggling with pain for years
She just couldn't...

Darkness is coming to me
All I see is what I need
Life is wasted on me
Can death be...

Have you looked into that cows eye
And seen the beauty there
Have you ever stopped to ponder...

Days, weeks, nights, seconds
It’s nothing but irelivance
I wish to die
I wish to fly...