Suicidal

She stands with her spine stiff,
Shoulders back,
Hair rolling.

-

Her lips...

A black pen runs smoothly over my paper,

I am writing down my fears and

I am writing to...

crippled alcoholics
crazy girl next door
roaming around this cold tile floor

white...

The stirings inside so hard to control, I feel so disjointed my mind, body, my soul.
Need some...

as the sun try's to creep threw the window

like a little kid looking through the glass of a candy...

visions

stroking this lonely night

the shout of your name

autumn leafs crashing ,...

You cant see them but they are there. Scars from my past cover my body. Memories bring them back. They grow...

Roses are red violets are blue there is something that I want to do
I'm tired of this life
...

You try and fly away but your baggage drags you down.

You try to sing your song but there is no one...

Who will cry for you when you're gone, enough to shed a tear.

Who will mourn your lack of being,...

This life I've been living out here on the run; is making my mind come slowly undone….
The choice...

Don't cut your wrists

Don't cut your thighs

Put down the lighter

Pull up your...

Sadness wallows everywhere.

Why are you on that medication over there?

Anxiety and...

My first panic attack:

White noise,

A flushed face,

Alone at 3 am,

A...

Too damn sad

To care about myself

Books on the bookshelf

All marked with mystery...

Dear mom and dad,

I'm sorry

But this cruel world isn't worth all the pain and worry...