Suicidal

Indescribable yet frightening
Beaming with pride
Radiance disguising
A monstrous storm...

Alone
as i flow into the ancient invaded mind
stone walls built dry
square green...

Sitting there looking out of my bedroom window
I sat and thought of this place we call world
...

Pages of my skin ripped and thrown
written word cast without the spell
one single push,...

counting the coins
Judas refused to spend

because even the dead have payment plans

...

I am a person
With an undefined destination.
Seeking a hopeful gleam
In a world where...

its a merlot sunrise
where the bad poets die beside the good ones
raised in cross and pine...

He says that he is hopeless,
But I know him, And I know that, when he says,
He wants to live...

I do not know how to explain to you that i am broken without feeling needy,
I do not know how to be...

time to tear your face
peeling hours caressing bloody failing vines
break my fingers with...

Slowly sinking south of sanity
Sitting slumped, sick and stressed
Silently screaming, sobbing...

1 am
and snow is becoming the friend again
Pink floyd's great gig in the sky - bleeds into...

Iv lost my best friend
I know i cannot mend
This painful end
Hopefully this will send...

I’m worried about you.
Your negativity is overwhelming & I’m watching you struggle.
Your...

3am
a long lonesome wave breaks into grief
i watch a discarded bowl-filled with outside in...

As I
Hold
This pistol
I'm looking
For
Comedy
Wisdom,
Where...

Why am I like this?
Why do you act like you care?
Why do you look and stare?
Why don't...