Another drop in the pot

Entering my mind
Where little is kind
Forever happy? I think not
Just another drop in the pot
You want to forever smile
A far cry for all the while
Pain will tear you apart
What about a new start
Not possible after first breath
But just maybe after death
See what's in my brain
Where nothing is sane 
Nothing but struggle and fight
When will life ever feel right
Not in these days in time
Hearts filled with coal and crime
Never easy in a world of madness
Causing tears of all this sadness
Chasing ghosts in the wind 
Will the chase ever end
I think not! 
Just another drop in the pot
Try to smile and live by hope
In the end what a joke
Influenced your life but what about mine
My joy, life continues to decline
No happiness here in my world of pain
Never have I ever been filled with gain
Just more hope that always fails 
Another drop in the pot is all it entails
So now I exist with emotionless cries
Tired of hearing all these lies
Closed to this world all around
So ready to sleep underground
I really think not
Just another drop in the pot
Welcome to my head
Where everything is said