Hopes on low ropes

Ignoring you on my mind
Can I let this go, this time?
Holding onto you was something so precious
What was it about your light that shone brighter than the others?
Stay strong, be always at my side
Have you got something that you want, but won't say?
Because why are these band aids ripping away ever so slowly?
Just when I am ready to let go
You come back around 
Am I at ease or at war with myself?
I don't know anymore
The problem has been left in the air for so long
Fixing and fixing amends
Can I take it up one more time
And do it all again? (no)
So we can start over (no)
Hopes on low ropes (away from you now)