Less Than A Man 2 - The Suicidal Edition

5 in the morning
What's running through my mind
Me feeling like a punk for not committing suicide
Recently read through my "Last Resort" poems
Took me back to days darkness swallowed me whole
He came back for another confrontation
I couldn't counter much that he was saying...

"Four poems
You called yourself ready to die
And two years later you're still alive
You bitch
And that night you picked up that knife
Called yourself tryna slice your arm
Too scared to do it right?
You bitch
There's people who hurt themselves for real
Kill themselves for real
You think you know how they feel
You bitch
You still write about wanting to kill yourself
You'll forever be haunted till you kill yourself
By me you bitch
You're fake for writing about it
You never lived it
I'll always pick on you until you prove me different
You bitch
Pick up a knife again
But fuck a little slice
Shove that shit inside you with all your might
Actually TRY to end your life
You bitch"

This is what I need to prove you wrong
You think I'm all talk
Keep pushing me
Until I get to the edge and fall off