Why?

Why? 
I'm filled with joy.
At the same time,
I'm empty. 
Why? 
I think I'm happy...
False. 
I try hard not to hurt others. 
Because being sad?
It's taboo.
Hide your feelings.
Hold it in. 
Handle it yourself. 
WHY!
Because no one wants to deal with me.
We're a burden to others.