Abandoned

My brains a math problem.
Scattering all the answers.
Have to solve how life functions,...

I was weak for so long
I fell hard for your love
You made me feel I could belong.
You...

Sorry for all the bad language and sorry to the decent Drs out there but is how I've been made to feel...

"May I go to friends birthday party?"
No big deal.
"Starts at four till ten"

"Sure...

I hurt as knives push through me.
I hurt as vile words are said.
I hurt like hearts breaking...

Weak mortal bodies spread.
honesty is crossed out as humility enters.
Life is worth nothing...

(Reigns A Welter Of Disorder)

Caravans comprising multitudinous
peoples plodded a steady...

Obsessed since no age,
The man I called my Dad,
Always who I looked up to,
I was his...

Harmony was a friend I left behind in a mall,
Working in a record shop, just beside the Big and Tall...

I often wonder how you are with him,
Is it the way you always said,
So lonely, dire, dull and...

Despised and rejected.
While charm is deceptive,
Leaving hypocrisy grieving.
Guilty...

The place is jumping like it always did
Been going there since I was a kid
This iconic music...

What once was a fire
Lies the ashes of my heart
I kept dancing
Lest I fell apart....

Blood red in dripping vines
scale your perimeters left in oversight
family vomits all your...

We laugh
We cry
Only they know why

They shout
They yell
We are in hell...

Roses so beautiful turn dead at night
A bird with clipped wings disabled from flight

Scorned...