Abandoned

I search for you in places.
I see glimpses all around me,
In faces,
Traces in the...

why did you never say goodbye,
Like you didnt even want to try,
You just thought of yourself...

Into lonely senescence -
three plus decades already elapsed
trepidation, hesitation...

After so long ,actually nearly 3 years ,
I cant believe what you are doing to me ,my dear
No...

People have never existed
Whatever you think of them is in your head
You’re matter
You...

I can tell myself all day
That in this place it’s all okay
That I wasn’t supposed to have you...

Out in my town the shop fronts and street gutters
A man of once high renown stutters and mutters...

Don't understand me
dont approach you see
Take the bullying and try
Not to let him see...

Drugged in the feet soaked in clay
killer strolling inside those glorious suicide veins
...

How does this happen to me? You made me so happy you see. Nothing but games and nonsense, but I loved you...

This is not an attraction so please don't stare
This monstrosity lacks imagination and flair...

Unwanted,

The day I was conceived, the first time I breathed, I was unwanted.

As days turn...

spread across the carpet of a new way
gladly screwing senseless day
its all fucked now...

I'm out of order please don't use me
I no longer work that's really easy to see
Use...

Ashlyn Brena Rashirai

=>HER LAST WORDS

Slowly she whispered " Goodbye Babe, I'm leaving...

Two hundred forty two
(12.1 score) years ago
countless stripling soldiers
strapping...

Moon light reflected on dark canals.
I can hear the water rushing to the weir.
Spirits are...