Abuse

I wanted to express my heart
What it felt deep down inside
My words refused to be spoken...

Jane Ayre.
it's a classic. ...
I watch the tale unfold,
poor girl was never
...

When your abuser dies before you get answers you are left on your knees digging.
Broken fingernails...

POETIC PREFACE:

An inner conflict dust brew
within this scribe, who offers ye to chew...

Stone cold broke the childhood.
Thrown down the basement stairs and left to sob in the dark alone....

With the tears running down my face looking at my photos I'm blind.
My eye bags have deepened so...

Just like the sun, you appear bright and bold, and warm
You brighten my days , you fill up my cup...

Just like the sun, you appear bright and bold, and warm
You brighten my days , you fill up my cup...

When your eyes look away she stares a hole into your brain
Pretending to be your friend, though her...

it was one of a few..
the sweet giraffe..
born into the zoo,
where it was safe
...

02/04/2021

Abused and used

I never realised how much,

In my life,

...

You said that you would always be by my side.
Being cautious to never let go of your hands.
...

Watermelons, grapefruits, oranges...
lobbed at yours truly ruled out,
hence the missus dreamt...

I GAVE YOU ALL THE FREEDOM TO RUN TO ME,
BUT YOU RAN IN PLACE,
FROZEN IN TIME,
EXCEPT...

Sorry it starts my mouth on your cock

Record on
Hand in your pocket fag in your gob
...

I'm horny
I litraly have a hard dick
My hair looks like a huge stick
Don't spit at me...

Well I tried
It became too much like hard work
People just take you for a ride
...