Abuse

I like to think myself a reasonable person.
I like to think myself more inclined to settle disputes...

I'm not going to do
this anymore.

I truly can't live like this
anymore. I feel like I...

"I am slowly,
dismantling my brain,
to find in it,
the start of this pain,
that...

i was the flower that you decided to pick
amongst all of the other flowers
in the field...

My minds a velvet mistress here to tempt us.
I watch the waterfalls from the rocks face.
...

I can't believe that I did
this again.

I don't mean to get so
upset.

A...

They closed all the watering holes
in town..
not one public house serving..
.. because...

I am stronger than you yes you admitted your guilt yet you still never apologised to me
Yes you knew...

Ive never felt this down
I’m so empty I’m starting to quiver
Knowing I’ll eventually drown...

on a recent long stay in hospital
I found myself a victim of industrial
abuse... and I was at...

Today I gave up!
I gave up on trying to make things better.
I’m sick of always being the ball...

Here we go again ,I hear myself say,
I,m fed up with you just playing your games.
No more can...

Like vultures,
Awaiting their prey,
Like savages,
Beasts from their cave,
...

No breaks
give us a break
I hate
that expression
till I dropped
into...

Words
are like sticks
They break me
Sticks and stones
don't break my bones...

Remember that you are
worth it.

You are worth it.

Know that you are worth it....

I brush my lips across my abusers cheek
They say the abuse lies skin deep, but I say it rests in my...