Agony

Today I almost gave up. I had the knot tied at the end of my rope and everything. I act like nothing phases...

I've been chosen last my entire life,
From duck, duck, goose,
To basketball,
To being...

Birth from the start of my
parents sin
Unmarried umwedded just lust an greed with intent...

I had emerged into the open from a high crevice
on the foggy slopes of a remote mountain-range....

It's an up and it's a down it's a I love you and a go fuck yourself. It's one way and then it's another. I'...

I have been beaten

So hard I couldn't even cry

I have been hurt so bad

That I didn'...

Cowered in the bell jar,
Suffocate in my own stench,
Breathe and re-breathe the same toxicity...

Travel this sweltering desert
Walk through the mirror
Through this miracle
Bedouin...

The lonely people of this world,
You run hither and yon to pass a few hours,
You are frozen...

I sat by an ailing parent
amid the mingled echoes
of agonising angst
watching the...

It's not the dark I fear,
it's the people that hide in it.
A matinee of madness !
...

Those wonder -waiting eyes
bigger than his belly ---
that mouth
set grim in sadness....

How can I gain some self respect
When everyplace I leave a smoldering wreck
With every...

Soul tearing apart
dangled between ocean and sea
pulled into deep
shrouded in the...

Sometimes I get nostalgia attacks
Like asthma attacks
But worse
Because I have no...