Agony

I think of this pain as a big orb,
I could stab it and smash it,
The pain would start oozing...

Noise,lights,more lights,
Exit signs nonexistant,
Trapped among the glitter,
My rent...

Oh God
I, the lonely
The suffering
The suffered
Upon this open cross
I...

And they called this Humanity's Shame
When they shot your Boyfriend
Again and again
...

Hitler's boots are stomping by, stomping by, stomping by,
Hitler's boots are stomping by,
My...

As we sit here and speak of sacred things,
So tender to the dead, where were you when we were alive...

I see my angel
that light which she cast
Makes me burn in hell
For the warmth does not...

Here i am sitting up at night alone with thoughts racing through my head
Am I good enough,am I happy...

Tangled in a web of lies
Just trying to survive,
trying to make something of myself
...

Bitch bitch which
Speech which
Hitch bitch which
Which which bitch
Switch...

The world is uglier
....turns
To dust
A life
Once
Strong
Dies...

Ex-wife #1 – Joy (1/2 Irish & ½ Canadian)
I do not feel you really love me. I am not...

I want to help
It's as simple as that
To make you feel better
Lighten your load...

I want to help
It's as simple as that
To make you feel better
Lighten your load...

I'm a soldier
I fight against hunger
And I seem to lose.
I'm an orphan
My...

madness has become me in my silent state of mind
It's here I dwell into its unstabled nervousness...