Agony

I see my angel
that light which she cast
Makes me burn in hell
For the warmth does not...

Here i am sitting up at night alone with thoughts racing through my head
Am I good enough,am I happy...

Tangled in a web of lies
Just trying to survive,
trying to make something of myself
...

Bitch bitch which
Speech which
Hitch bitch which
Which which bitch
Switch...

The world is uglier
....turns
To dust
A life
Once
Strong
Dies...

Ex-wife #1 – Joy (1/2 Irish & ½ Canadian)
I do not feel you really love me. I am not...

I want to help
It's as simple as that
To make you feel better
Lighten your load...

I want to help
It's as simple as that
To make you feel better
Lighten your load...

I'm a soldier
I fight against hunger
And I seem to lose.
I'm an orphan
My...

madness has become me in my silent state of mind
It's here I dwell into its unstabled nervousness...

Today I almost gave up. I had the knot tied at the end of my rope and everything. I act like nothing phases...

I've been chosen last my entire life,
From duck, duck, goose,
To basketball,
To being...

Birth from the start of my
parents sin
Unmarried umwedded just lust an greed with intent...

I had emerged into the open from a high crevice
on the foggy slopes of a remote mountain-range....

It's an up and it's a down it's a I love you and a go fuck yourself. It's one way and then it's another. I'...

I have been beaten

So hard I couldn't even cry

I have been hurt so bad

That I didn'...