Agony

My heart has been through a lot,
Sometimes when I feel really empty I smile as if I forgot,
...

I was walking down a path,
One that didn't lead me to you,
With vices I used to soothe,...

I will not love you conventionally
I will love you fully
Painfully and with all of my heart...

I never meant to push you away from me you know,
but in ever angle of my retrospect I know I did...

A damaged soul lost in space,
Hoplessly floating in time leaving behind no trace.
Endlessly...

Im on the edge about to fall,
My fingers slipping, gripping tight to the wall.
"Dont let go...

The day I was born into this life, my destiny was to be misery's wife.
Fate was unkind,evil, and...

Shattered soul
Dark clouds linger over a broken shattered soul.
Tears that fall down like a...

Impossible articulation, the boatload of thoughts
Memories linger in a way that’s like plastic...

The hole is deep you left behind,
How do I get out of it?,
The lights of my world have dimmed...

My wounds have healed
Scars have formed
This is life
Just the norm

A beating...

I think of this pain as a big orb,
I could stab it and smash it,
The pain would start oozing...

Noise,lights,more lights,
Exit signs nonexistant,
Trapped among the glitter,
My rent...

Oh God
I, the lonely
The suffering
The suffered
Upon this open cross
I...

And they called this Humanity's Shame
When they shot your Boyfriend
Again and again
...

Hitler's boots are stomping by, stomping by, stomping by,
Hitler's boots are stomping by,
My...

As we sit here and speak of sacred things,
So tender to the dead, where were you when we were alive...