Agony

my apologies for what I'm about to do
but I think it is well within my rights
to gain victory...

Sitting here swallowing my rage

Hoping that you wont turn the next page.

The depth of hell...

Sometimes I feel life gets the best of me
And it's all I can do to not give up the rest of me...

doors open
doors close
seasons change
foundations shake
hearts love
...

An angel guided me through hell, and asked me if I loved myself. I tried to lie, but she could tell. Said...

I can't explain the feelings inside it hurts so bad I just wanna die so afraid of go on and live my life...

Where people live, where people dwell.

The jaws of death, the gates of hell..

The blackened...

I walked off a plank

A plank of wood

I commit to the life

This is understood...

Waking up, my life flashing before me, I am older than eighteen yet younger than thirty. My mind begins...

Each day I suck, on a Whiskey jug
As my life also, does suck on me
My worth on earth, about...

It's raining on my grave
And it's raining in my heart
I've been dead for a whole year
...

Free.

Reborn.

Regenerated.

Phoenixes rising from the ashes

Walking...

Albeit.....all given, reciprocation dead

Truth prevails, no matter what lays ahead...

...

Much blood doth spill

Yet some it thrills

The lambs are slain

As terror reigns...

World, how shameful

How disappointing you are

For the woeful

Despicable acts...

What's to do
So lost in fallacious clues
Hidden in sounding hues
Mistaken for tones...

Death death death

Death death death

Death death death

Death death death...