Anxiety

Every time I see you,
It breaks my heart.
I want to be yours,
But we are always apart...

When the night falls,
And everything is dark,
I feel like I am being watched from afar....

My ship is unmoored,
the tide is receding,
my sails are flapping,
I'm drifting out to...

I scream, every night in my sleep.
I ripped my heart out and still expected it to beat.
I can...

So at which point will you see I am ready for this
At which point will share the same sentiments...

I stand alone on broken legs, which soon will shatter into glass,
I dare not say the reasons why, or...

Swimming in fear.
Is no longer a metaphor.
Well it isnt now.
But it was just before...

As I stare out the window
​​​​​​where do the thoughts go?
I'm just staring blankely...

You’re gonna lose.
And I say this in the most unpresumptuous way possible.
Because I’ve been...

To have the courage to forgive
Is like fighting against the most powerful winds,
Not wanting...

Yes, I have a lot to say in poetry because I'm socially retarded I stutter, I stare I look disinterested...

There's a man
Tearing me apart
From the inside
Out
Nothing's good enough...

Time. Time is a man made thing and if you really think about it, we have no concept. Especially when were...

Where do people
Go when
They die
Cry -
Rolling into heaven
Where do...

Is it wrong
If I feel I'm not
Where I belong?
I just want to go home
But​​​​...

There's this constant fear, not of pain or death, but of judgement. So often feeling the stares of others...