Bipolar

Ripped, torn,
i cower before you
my heart crushed in your fist
i struggled to gain...

Long locks of greasy hair,
Shut up,I don’t care,
I feel perturbed ,
They say I am...

No one told me that my mind was putty in your hands

I was malleable.

It didn't even hurt...

One who swings up and down,
Moods to hear as the sound,
I live with compulsions to tame,...

I'm some days on the mountain,
And days in valley below,
With shouting out in victory,...

I breath you in like a cigarette, I exhale you like a toxic fume, you keep me addicted to the high you...

"I just hoped that you'd be stronger"
Stabbed his only weakness.
Her eyes,
once so...

My thoughts are like the ocean they push and pull me in deeper into a dark mass of nothing but openness...

Books, Books and more Books...

New Editions...

New Facts...

Books written by...

On one side there's a face,
Smiling and holding back giggles.
Playing with the little kids,...

I can't make them go away at times,
Voices whisper sweetly into me,
Be haste,
Don't...

Dressed inside this hated skin
very crowded so many squeezed in
we argue dragging fingers...

I want the pain to stop I just want it to end
I want to be happy but all I do is pretend
...

No doubt an Eskimo as fabulous breeze
feeling in their element with style, elan
while...

Bi-Polar - Imagine

Imagine, just for a moment, that you are in a see through, sound proof box...

It is the last part
Everything is done
Come with me please
I’m absolutely terrified...

Something about you girl that look in those baby blue eye's got me in a trance.
I catch myself...