Bipolar

My happy little pill,
Take me away
I don't want to be here
I don't want to stay...

I close my eyes to sleep, and i find myself in another place.
not knowing what to do or say, just...

As the darkness sores upon my cold beating heart,
And the sudden feel of fear tears me apart,...

As the darkness sores upon my cold beating heart,
And the sudden feel of fear tears me apart,...

Through a veil of gossamer obscurity.
Passing thoughts in chaotic chorus diminishing the ordered...

I wore makeup yesterday to work. I spent about 15 minutes doing it so it didn't feel like I was dragging...

You look at me how?
Beep Beep Beep, Hum Hum Hum, I've been searching, I've been here before, I know...

close my eyes
go anywhere
another planet
Fly to the moon
Trip to Paris
...

greatest illusionist
best show around
Performing trickery
broken minds
walking...

collection formed
placed
each item exactly in its decision of place
unmoved in...

Scorching heat that batters,
Giving no break or rest.
A thousand tidal waves,
Drowning...

Flowers captivating
Allergies
Irritating
Pretty lies.
Irritating
...

It’s as brief as a rise and fall.
You named the saint, so now the sinner’s crawl.

I’m an...

I'm just like a clown,
always faking a smile.
Not allowed to look down,
not for even a...

Living in pain
The nerves in my brain
Can't even begin
To explain
I'll try...

I made love with myself last night again.
It left me barren, as a bone covered field.
Eyes...