Black Hole

Sitting here all alone
In the darkness of my mind
Listening to the voices
They can be...

If only, only you could see
This phoney darkness inside me
My happiness oh how it bleeds...

There is so much light
In the universe,
Divine, sublime,
Cosmic and incandescent...

Twisting twirling
Round and round
Just the thoughts
There is no sound

Boiling...

Drunk off love.
Faced with fear.
Married to drama.
Overdosed on lust.

Highly...

L
I
F
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What is life?
:
A bumblebee ?
Ladybird ?
A...

(circa 2013)

It was not
so much a glow
I witnessed as
the protruding belly...

There's a voice inside my head who knows better than I do.
It's probably chemical.

It's hard...

I am hard to find,
Why you ask?
Because I hide,
Dark places in my mind.

They...

The foundations are crumbling and the pillars are ready to crack
You're wasting your time, you're...

Don’t second guess don’t you ever look back
don’t make life altering decisions like they don’t make...

She waits patiently listening for
hurried hooves on rooftops with
bells softly jingling, but...

I spied a dimpled star in the heavens
As though a bejeweled telescope spoke to me
Of the...

" Aren't those yanks a pain in the ass? "
That was the discussion as I entered the dance...

Plagued and symptomaticly perplexed; I ask you now rhetorically -
Why does my very own mind continue...

I've had to live with it, feeling the shame, trying to push it away.
Not my intention only...