Chaos

You live inside of me eating parts of my brain leaving me to think the way you want me to, shattering my...

Realization just hit,
Life will never be the same.
Never-ending wit,
Going to drive me...

You really are my peace of mind
Come through shaking up life
making me question everything I...

Lies had risen
Their decision
Unleashed the holy ghost
My true disruption and cause...

Lies had risen
Their decision
Unleashed the holy ghost
My true disruption and cause...

Distorted views and selective hearing
I can,t tell if its worth believing.
Fact or fiction...

My minds never at rest,
The ticking of the clock echoes as I lay motionless,
Forever fighting...

Shivani Pillai
POET'S DREAM: Exclusive Poets, Original Poetry
Jun 28, 2017
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It is amid the night when I kneel at the foot of my bed,
When I whisper to God all the things left...

They say the grass is greener on the other side
Brighter without the fire that burns it black...

I dream this dream, reoccurring to me.

The reason I fear, to fall asleep.

At nights dream,...

The day I was born into this life, my destiny was to be misery's wife.
Fate was unkind,evil, and...

All I perceive in the world is beauty through eye-strain...
those beautiful wandering eyes drifting...

I had emerged into the open from a high crevice
on the foggy slopes of a remote mountain-range....

I am lost an a raft , barely afloat in the ocean

Brought forth through steady streams of my own...

I am no good without​ you. I will bend and break and turn into a chaotic hurricane of my own.

I am...