Confused

So I am who I am
but that’s not who I was

Before the transformation
mistakes were...

So here is a little story of a jolly old clown
Always on the move goes from town to town
...

Hands molted into an instrument
Shapeshifting into forms unlikely, not to be noticed, never to be...

I can only imagine

I can only imagine a day with no pain a day where I’m not constantly wanting to...

Sensibility
I have worked, worked with positives and negatives risked myself and my family yet the...

I (accompanied by missus)
drove to bed bath and beyond
Plymouth Meeting, Pennsylvania
...

I'm looking for a movie to replay,
A memory that I lived, the other day,
I can't seem to...

I say I’m fine
When all that’s going through my mind is how the hell can I mask feeling how I do so...

Bugs buzz dancing on my head...
Why ain't they all dead?
(This being December and all)...

Chairs, lots of chairs
Stacked in dark corners
Under stairs
Behind locked doors...

My eyes refuse to see the pain,
my heart is forced to feel
My mind can't understand the...

Symbolism certain words or phrases that remind.
Certain places or events that bring you back into my...

This was written using the music of Best of Intentions by Travis Tritt......I had to do it by memory as I...

Wondering, Thinking, my thoughts are sinking,
Confusing, amusing, that words I`m losing.
What...

Some days you seem so close,
as if you're standing before me.
The next moment you seem so...

I baffle my brain with too many things as I am trying to concentrate my subconscious sings..so my cogs are...

Are the government deliberately trying to confuse?
These are my findings and these are my...